Bez ograničenja (Zero Limits)

Bože moj dragi.

Pre nepunih deset godina, prvi put sam preslušao audio knjigu „Bez ograničenja“ Džoa Vitalea, o havajskom duhovnom učenju – Ho’oponopono. Od prvog dana sam se zaljubio u ideju prepuštanja božanskom planu i počeo da praktikujem – molitvu srca koja teče stalno. Za matematičara i programera koji je sve planirao i kontrolisao, to je bio neverovatan preokret. Sećam se da sam još prve noći imao veličanstven san koji mi je pokazao šta se dešava kada jednostavno pomislim „Hvala ti“ ili „Volim te“. Kako te reči bezuslovne ljubavi brišu sećanja iz podsvesti.

Tada sam još uvek samo čitao i maštao o životu u toku. Bio sam uplašen, zabrinut, sputan, stegnut, zaleđen. Ali, krenuo sam putem prihvatanja sebe takvog kakav sam bio. Sećam se da je Hju Len govorio: „Samo čisti. Nikada ne planiraj. Veruj Božanstvu“. Iako se moj intelektualni deo tome opirao, nekako je ovaj čarobnjački lako preovladao. Od tog momenta, nikada ništa ne planiram i prepuštam se božanskom planu.

I evo, danas, vozim se kolima od Kalifornije prema Arizoni. Nakon više godina, ponovo slušam audio knjigu „Bez ograničenja“. U jednom momentu Vitale priča o velikoj promeni koje je prepuštanje božanskom vodstvu donelo u njegov život. Ranije je i on sve planirao i kontrolisao. Upitali su ga: „A gde vidite sebe za pet ili deset godina?“

Odgovorio je: „Nemam nikakvih planova. Gde god da budem za pet ili deset godina, sigurno će biti mnogo bolje nego što bih svesnim umom mogao da zamislim.“

U trenucima dok to slušam, nalazim se u kolima, okružen neverovatnim, čudesnim prizorima. Ništa slično nisam video. Kao da sam na drugoj planeti.

Pomišljam kako sam u tom periodu jadikovao nad svojoj sudbinom. Bez dinara. Bez osećaja vrednosti.

  • Voleo bih da budem slobodan. Da mogu da putujem svetom i doprinosim ljudima, tada sam rekao.

I… Vraćamo se ponovo u sada. Moje putovanje traje već dva meseca. Nakon čudesne, egzotične, bujajuće Kolumbije, posetio sam neverovatne Havaje. Moj davni duhovni zov me i tamo odveo. Potom divna Kalifornija. Pa magično skijanje na velelepnih planinama Kolorada. I vreli izvori za opuštanje u raju. Potom ponovo San Diego. Sve vreme srećem ljude koji me pitaju kako da krenu putem svog srca.

Neverovatno je koliko sreću osećam što mi se na ovom duhovnom putu pridružuju i brat i sestra od tetke. Godinama sam molio Boga da mi da još nekoga iz moje familije, ko će, osim čarobnjaka Joleta da malo pripomogne. Ne mogu vam opisati kako je to čarobno kada vidim da dolaze do uvida da je rad na sopstvenoj duši, taj nevidiljivi rad – zapravo najvažniji. Samo se rastopim.

I još jednom, vraćam se u tren u kolima. Oko mene crvene planine. Vidik puca. Ne znam tačno ni gde sam. Samo vidim da se nalazim u drugom svetu. Divim se. Pitam se kako svi ovi ljudi koji voze ne izađu iz kola i slikaju ovo što se oko nas nalazi. Nemam reči.

Bože, hvala ti na svemu. Nemam nikakav plan. Predajem se tebi. I danas, sutra i uvek.

Dragi moji, možda ovakav život nije „realan“ za većinu ljudi. Nije, za racionalne i realne, za intelektualce kakav sam i sam bio. Ali, ako sam već jednom dozvolio da prestanem da verujem u bajke, snove i ideale, da živim bez zanosa, radosti, nadahnuća i ljubavi, neću dozvoliti da to učinim ponovo. A nadam se da će ovi tekstovi nekima od vas vratiti želju da i vi skočite u svet alhemije.

Ukoliko želite tako nešto, bacite pogled na ovaj link i ako osetite zov srca, pridružite se novoj generaciji čarobnjaka:


My dear God.

Less then ten years ago I have listened to the audio book „Zero Limits“ by Joe Vitale about Hawaiian spiritual practice „Ho’oponopono“. Since the day one I fell in love in the idea of surrendering to Divine will and started to practice – the prayer of the heart that goes on continuously. For a mathematician and a computer programmer, that was an incredible turnaround. I remember the dream that I had that exact night. I saw how memories from my subconscious mind get erased when I say „Thank you“ or „I love you“.

In that time I was still only reading about living in the flow. I was scared, worried, frozen. But, I have taken the road of accepting and loving myself as I was then. I remember Hew Len’s words:

  • Just clean. Never plan. Trust Divinity.

Although my intellect was against it, somehow this wizard part of me easily won. Since that moment, I never plan and always surrender to Divine guidance.

And today, I am driving from California to Arizona. After few years I listen to same audio book again. In one moment, Dr. Joe speaks how his life transformed when he gave up on intentions and started following divine inspiration.

They asked him: Where do you see yourself in five or ten years?

He answered: „I don’t have any plans. Wherever I am going to be in five or ten years, it will surely be better than my conscious mind can imagine it“.

As I listen to those words I am looking at my miraculous surroundings. I haven’t seen anything similar in my life. Like a totally different world. Different planet.

I remember how I was pitying myself at that time. Without a dime. Without a sense of worthiness.

  • I would like to be free. I would like to travel the world and contribute the others.

That’s what I said. And, let’s go back to now.

I am traveling for more than two months now. After miraculous, exotic, vibrant Columbia, I have visited incredible Hawaii. My spiritual call has taken me there. Than – beautiful California. Then magical skiing in magnificent Colorado mountains. And hot springs for paradise relaxation. Then, San Diego again.

All the time I meet people who ask me how they can follow their hearts. I am incredibly happy that my brother and sister are joining me on this cleaning journey. I’ve prayed for years to God to send me some more help besides my little seven year wizard Jole.

I can not describe how magical for me is when I see that they are coming to same insights – that this inner, invisible work on our soul is the most important thing in life on Earth. I just melt.

And once more, I am in the car. Red mountains around me. I don’t know where I am exactly, but I feel I am in the other world. I am in Aw. I ask myself why don’t all the people stop their cars and take photos of these beauties. I am without words.

God, thank you for everything. I don’t have any plan. I surrender to you. Today, tomorrow, and always.

Dear people, maybe this kind of life is not for majority of people. It is not for rational and realistic, for intellectuals like I have already been. But, if I have already allowed myself to stop believing in fairytales, dreams and ideals, allowed myself to live without joy, love, inspiration – I will not let it happen again. And I hope maybe you will also get inspired by my story and decide to step into the world of alchemy.

If you are up to it, maybe you should join us on a two day Chicago seminar (30.04 and 01.05) – The way to freedom leads through the heart

If you have any questions, feel free to contact me on marko.maodus@gmail.com